it might

seem 

easy

but

it is 

at times

not. at. all. that.

I sit and stare

I stand and stare

I turn away and stare inward

I look at some gone before

I still find not the magic 

I do not look

I sit and knit

I talk on the phone

I stare out the window

I pick paint drops off the plastic on the table

I eat my lunch at 10 am

I make another coffee

I look at books

I nap

I feel bad

I question

I stand and stare

I sit and stare

I watch the clock pass time

I worry that it will never come

I question

then

it hits me 

and 

the piece 

talks

in my language

telling me what I need to hear

I pick up the right brush

I know which colour to use

I feel it

I do it

I look at it

Completion

I leave when I must and I feel that yes! it. is. possible. I. can. do. it.