Post #42

Completion

most of the works

        gone

left

            out in the world

travelers, seekers

            finders of their permanent 

home.

 

The viewer, the purchaser

            the final piece

of completion in the 

                process 

                        of creating

 

Their thoughts 

                    added

to my feelings 

            mixed

changing my intent

                enhancing it

                distorting it

        understanding?

 

Their thoughts 

            are what matters

        more?

 

Their thoughts

            their reaction

will make my seekers

                    be loved, accepted, wanted, acquired

 

To enable me to keep 

my living

                        my creating 

            in the flow.

When the end is here

            for me

                    some day

guaranteed

                    my pieces will continue

        to be

                    alive. here. bringing joy. existing. loved.

 

24x24-textures-of-our-memories
24" x 24" Textures of our Memories

30x30-cultivated-strenght
30" x 30" Cultivated Strenght

Red-8x8-Thursday-is-washday

8" x 8" Thursday is Washday

 

On my iPod:

Fall of Giants (I did not like this the way I liked Pillars of the Earth),

The Dark River

The Golden City 

Post #41

if you would

today, tonight, tomorrow

sneak into 

        the space of my

creations…

you would see

            a series of work

in progress

                            waiting… for

details

        finishing

being readied to enter

                    into the world.

Abstract-detail-gel-bit

Diptych – 30"x30"

 

 

Abstract-detail-gel-bit

Blue Diptych 2 x 24" x24"

Red Triptych 3 x 24" x 24"

 

Abstract-detail-gel-bit

Red Triptych 3 x 26" x 26"

 

Abstract-detail-gel-bit

Red Triptych 30" x 30"

 

 

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Series of little abstracts each 8" x 8"

 

 

Abstract-detail-gel-bit

Series of Figurative 8" x 8" pieces.

 

There is more, to be shown in the days ahead.

 

I-pod – my old one died, after 6 years and a few repairs. Now I have a new I pod Nano. Metallic pink – for the girly-girl in me that is always hidden. Listening to: Susan Howatch – Absolute Truths. On Tape: Music from 1985 – more youth.

 

 

post #40

life is

                details

the paint bottles got opened today

    a way was found

for protecting

        the cast on the

fractured finger

                    new details, a new way of using     

something new

            never bevor was it used

but there is potential

Abstract-detail-gel-bit

details of another sort

comfortable

right

        fitting

yet always, first there is hesitation

            then knowing, trusting, doing

Abstract-detail-painted

 

another way 

        to show detail

by showing

            a detail of life

a moment

            of my life

and

                                so many others

neve really 

                alone

 

Washday-8x8-detail

8"x8" in total size with all the other parts of the piece.

 

and another design 

to make myself

            feel better!

Cast-4

 

Listening to: Sins of our Fathers.

Post #39

Here we are

    not quite whole

but healing

        finding deeper inspiration

and sillyness

                    always

                                    never stop

sillyness

Hand-cast-dots

Can't get the cast wet, can't wear gloves to not make it sweat, need to keep it on for at least another 2 weeks.

It happened when I was spring cleaning the studio. A heavy table top, too heavy for me to lift, fell onto the finger. I heard the most awful sound of the bone being fractured. 

Finding some other ways to be creative. Yesterday:

Chippy-1-on-cast

Today: going to the ROM. Sketching. Wandering on my schedule, not Huxley's.

Tomorrow: Back to the studio, working on details:

Painting-detail-1

Painting-detail-2

Listening to: Sins of our Fathers, Stones into Schools, Angels and Demons (2nd Time around and still fun), Swiss-German-Austrian-drinking songs… (but no Bier to go with it).

Post #38

Inspiration

    away from the walls

        of my secure cave of the 

studio

cold, ice, colour 

    elusive

yet vast, deep

            textures

feeling it.

 

It might lead

                to newness 

embraced in my heart

            captured in paint

                    one day?

        soon…..

 

Cherry-beach-1

Cherry-beach-2

Cherry-beach-10 

Cherry-beach-9

Cherry-beach-11 

On they i-pod: Eat, Pray, Love; Under the Dome; The Book of Night Women

2011

May the new year bring resolution to issues from 2010, good health and a steady flow of time to execute ideas. May it also bring peace and contentment with what we have, insight into how each and every one of us can help humanity and each other. 

May the year also be full of laughter, sunshine and rain, wind and storms, shelter and nourishment for all!

A big Hug!

 

Monika

 

Post #37

At the end of the day 

    after

full production

sunset

    excitement set up

for the next day

to come

            and see

the labour of the past day

    sometimes very happy

sometimes not impressed

                        yet

                                    always

it meant time spent

creation

 

        the end of the day

too tired

                        to wash all the brushes

            used up

 

                                                                me too

 

Brushes

 

Written in permanent marker on the wall in the studio:

 

"Tears and doubt are part of the process in creating my art work."

 

On the I-pod: Song for Arboune, A Prayer for Owen Meaney, The Eight.

Post #36

Working

    Creating

        so much

New palett colours slipping out    

    of my hands

        my head

            my mind

                        my soul

Not yet ready

            to be show to

    you and

                        the world.

keeping it close to 

    me and only showing to a selected few

But here for you…

        beginnings

                again that now

    are now not total beginnings any more

    but becoming

            works

                        of my soul

art

    Studio-snap-abstract-detail

Studio-snap-abstract-detail2

Studio-snap-abstract

 

Experimenting to grow

    to learn

            to make richer

layers of life

            surfaces to go above

        and below

Studio-snap-acrylic-sheet

 

Reading and 

    sketching

            deepening

                            the connection of 

everything

Studio-snap-sketch

 

These past weeks listening to: Einstein: His Life and Universe and The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand

Post #35

There has been 

doing at the studio

    doing with paint

    doing with creativity

    doing with wool

wool to keep the flow

the way one strand of yarn

flows around in circles

circles of my thoughts

    creation

becoming

Collage-2-day 

playing

    spur of the moment

    collecting elements

letting them find their place

to make happy a very special somebody

that in turn is giving a precious something

    too

Fisher-man

going fishing for "remembering fishing with dad"  

    my dad only fished

as a young man

  Nest-hair 

and a nest with baby hair

    und eggs

beginning more

for the family that the baby lives with

    that contributed its hair

because he is the first of more

Painted-flower 

flower in colours

    so sweet and

different for me

in love

    I am with it and 

much more will come   

Post #34

A hand gets dirty with paint

a panel starts to become

creation 

    through transformation

Paint-hand
 

a new phase 

    is about to begin

my baby – not so little

    a new phase for him

school not

kindergarten no longer.

me, myself and I 

able

    to work

to create

to be messy

time!