Entry #8

The details of completion.

it might
seem 
easy

but

it is 
at times

not. at. all. that.

I sit and stare
I stand and stare
I turn away and stare inward
I look at some gone before
I still find not the magic 
I do not look
I sit and knit
I talk on the phone
I stare out the window
I pick paint drops off the plastic on the table
I eat my lunch at 10 am
I make another coffee
I look at books
I nap
I feel bad
I question
I stand and stare
I sit and stare
I watch the clock pass time
I worry that it will never come
I question

then

it hits me 
and 
the piece 
talks
in my language
telling me what I need to hear

I pick up the right brush
I know which colour to use
I feel it
I do it
I look at it

Completion
24x24-boat2

Drip-detail

Boat-10x39

I leave when I must and I feel that yes! it. is. possible. I. can. do. it.